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ruthless

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ruthless last won the day on March 3 2018

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  1. As tti nears the end, I just wanted to thank everyone that tried to make this site a good place. I've met many friends here that will last a lifetime. I spent nearly 15 years here, and put a lot of time and effort into trying to be a productive member of the community. Through all the crazies, this community had some of the best of the best. Ill never forget all of you. I wish you all the best. It's time. Until next time folks. :)
  2. Strangely enough, I seem to be banned from paranormalis. That's odd considering I don't recall ever going there.
  3. I understand. I hate to see it end this way, but you are right. I have enjoyed my time here for the most part and I will miss it. Take care man.
  4. is the discord server down? i cannot connect.
  5. jesus, cosmo do you know whats going on? i hope you did contact the authorities. maybe i should quit trying to help. it always ends in failure.
  6. my email is also [email protected] you are welcome to message me there as well.
  7. surprisingly, you are correct. if you want to know who pamela and the network is, send me an email address or some way to personally message you. you are on the right track.
  8. sure, make an account so i can send you a personal message. im not comfortable giving out real names publicly.
  9. on september 29, 1999, my mom was shot and killed. i could not take it. i searched for any way i could to change it. i had thought i had found it in titor. i would stop at nothing to find him. after going so far to hack his email and after i found pamelas true identity, i knew it was a lie. i am a real person and my story is chronicled here. ive had laughs, cries, and a mental breakdown on this site over the years. if you want to know the truth, i will tell you. it sounds like you deserve to know the truth as much as i do.
  10. yeah bud, im sorry you had to go through that. no one should ever have to go through that. ptsd makes you kinda feel like you never left the warzone. you always expect something to happen. you know its about time for something bad to happen. it happens to me too, and ive ruined alot of life from reacting on it. ive been on this site for many years, looking for a way back to september 29th 1999. i never found that way. i now realize nothing will ever change the regret i have amd if i did, i would have never met the woman i had my children with. i accept that now. i still stay on guard duty at nights, and i still watch everyone with the expectation that something bad is always about to happen when i am in public. its a hard struggle, but you can get control over it. im in your corner bud. ill be glad to help you with anything i can. https://nvf.org/struggle-vietnam-veterans-with-ptsd/
  11. this is a sign of ptsd. you are doing a disservice to yourself by believing this. using logic and deduction can give you a glimpse of the future, but that is the best us humans can hope for. i hope the best for you.
  12. And kerr shows up! I guess all we are missing now is darby.
  13. I know, talk about a blast from the past. I wonder what pete and zeshua are up to nowadays.
  14. Welcome back. It seems all the old hands are coming out of the woodwork. Happy days!
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